Well, the title is somewhat
untrue...for now... I will be a missionary wife; and in three weeks that
journey will begin. So I thought that I am close enough to this status
that I could go ahead and use the title accurately.
As I said, in
three weeks our life as missionaries will begin as we head off for our
three week long survey trip to Brazil. How exciting you say... Well,
yes, it is very exciting...as well as nerve-racking. My reason for
writing this is because I have only recently realized how soon this is
all actually happening!
The realization hit me only a few days
ago and I was left feeling very unprepared. As I am currently sixteen
weeks pregnant, I suddenly started worrying about what clothes I am
going to need in the next six weeks and the variety of sizes that I will
need as my body grows, and whatever else a pregnant woman needs in a
foreign country. Also, three weeks off of work can be a little taxing on
the bank account...especially around Christmas time. Not to mention, my
husband is in desperate need of new clothes before the trip ( I just
don't think the two pairs of pants he alternates will do for three
weeks). And then of course there's the whole we get back and it's time
for Christmas thing... and I have to buy presents and plan a trip to
Michigan to visit my family oh...ya..and make it to a wedding in Alabama
two days after Christmas. So needless to say, my next two months will
be very hectic... and there is that feeling of total unpreparedness
again.
On top of all that, my dad is coming in to town in two weeks to go hunting with my husband. They bond on all that outdoorsy man stuff. Which is great! I love that they get along so well. It's the threat...I mean possibility..that they will be hunting the morning we are supposed to leave for Brazil that worries me.
On top of all that, my dad is coming in to town in two weeks to go hunting with my husband. They bond on all that outdoorsy man stuff. Which is great! I love that they get along so well. It's the threat...I mean possibility..that they will be hunting the morning we are supposed to leave for Brazil that worries me.
My hope for that
hunting trip is that my mother will be able to come as well. No, you
are never too old to need your mom. In all my feelings of
unpreparedness, I feel that my mom coming for the week before and
helping me pack (since she's been through this before, including being
pregnant at the time) will greatly help me feel more prepared for this
little journey of ours.
However, at the end of the day, yes I
feel totally unprepared, but I know this is what God has called our
little family to. So, I keep telling myself this is just the beginning
and it's really not more than I can handle. Did I mention the fact that
my mother refers to my father as Indiana Jones, and she often tells me
that I married a man exactly like my father?? Ya, so if watching my
father is any indication of my future.... this is DEFINITELY just the
beginning.
It is definitely just the beginning! I will be there to help you pack, or to hold your hand or whatever you need me for. I love you, and I'm so proud of you!
ReplyDeleteGod has created you and molded you for such a time as this. I know He has chosen the right couple to go to the far reaches of Brazil. I thank God for the sacrifice you and Zack are about to make - for not many can say "We are missionaries!" I'm just upstairs any time you need me ! Love you Steph!
ReplyDeleteLove you, Stephanie, and praying for you and Zach and the little one as y'all prepare for the wonderful journey God has prepared for you in His service!
ReplyDeleteHi My name is Andrew and I am from fellowship Baptist Church. I couldn't find your husband online but this page came up when I searched for him. His message is on the website now if y'all wanted to check it out https://soundcloud.com/fbcclarklake/zach-gerwizt-do-not-forget
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